Who am I??

WHO AM I? This is the most basic question which everyone asks themselves. I presume EVERYONE but I don’t know about others but about me, I am a kind of person who thinks everything is easy and I can achieve anything if I put my heart to it. This kind of thinking made my life easy but does making life easy means sitting and watching movies all day long, going to the movies and watching 3 to 4 in a line, when the sun dips into the pacific ocean I realize it’s the time for me to dip into a state of no responsibility, into a state where I sometimes forget what I am doing, and into a state where I forget who I am?, and into the state where I realize I had to many bottles today and I am about to puke. Next day morning when my phone rings, it’s time to get up and go to work (boss calls), working like shit to a boss who never pays on time. And apart from work I plan my whole week for one day, the day we play cricket, in this week I sulk like a baby if I don’t play well and if I do play well, I plan for the next match. When Thursday comes , me and my friends go on long rides into the western coast of beautiful California enjoying the scenic beauty, riding along the coast and when the winds pass by my window and touch my cheeks and brushes my hair I forget everything. I sit in cold beach and I look into the water and lay feet in freezing cold water and when my spine shivers I realize maybe I have done something right in my life and maybe that’s the reason I am here.